certain people...not just a random ped on the street. (that would be jacked up if i just went bananas over some person walking down the street.)
yes, certain people who have the insane ability to rile me right up. I don't like being rileable. Its not one of my proudest characteristics.
But, this morning, i got all sorts of riled up re: someone.
What did i do?
had a 10 minute cry. (I hate crying at work... it takes me back to the days before i worked at my current job...days of stress, frustration, incredibly unrealistic expectations and feeling like no one really gave a shit about me.)
mistakenly hit a "reply to all" button on an e-mail, and sent an e-mail to some of the people i manage that i shouldn't have...and that makes me feel like a prize retard because now i look weak and technologically-inept.
breathed
talked to my favorite client, talked to one of my favorite friends (two seperate people...), laughed a TON at them and with them
wrote down the number for the Spa Downtown and at 10am (promptly) made a call to schedule a 90 minute massage...which commences in 1 hour and 45 minutes.
and 20 minutes ago, called to apologize to the person who riled me up regarding my reactions that occured this morning.
All things considering, i think that's progress.
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Oh, yes. At one point, I actually acted out an entire scene in front of the bathroom mirror of what I would say to this one person that had really rattled my shack...
And then I brushed my teeth and went to bed. Hmm.
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